Chrissy Teigen took to Instagram to share a heartbreaking note in remembrance of her son Jack, whom she lost last year October during the last month of her pregnancy.
The 35-year-old model shared a series of photos from the set of her husband John Legend’s music video shoot for “Wild” in Mexico, which also served as a pregnancy announcement.
“I knew the video would take a bit to get together so thought it would be cute to share our news with the world through the old classic hand on belly trick at the end.” Chrissy revealed to her 39 million followers.
“I could have never imagined what would happen over the next 10 weeks…not sure I’ll ever be able to watch that video again without sobbing but I hope he feels my tears and knows we miss him so. He would have been here any day now – if he were like Luna and Miles ( referencing her two children), I’d probably be holding him as we speak. I am so full of regret that I didn’t look at his face when he was born.”
“I was so scared of seeing him in my nightmares that I forgot about seeing him in my dreams. I hurt every day from that remorse. This month is a rough reminder and to be honest, I thought the worst was over but I guess life and emotions aren’t on any sort of schedule. Love you guys to pieces and am grateful for all your support and love. I love you jack. I miss you so so much.”
The pain of a mother who have lost a child is indescribable. According to a 2016 survey, a mother who have lost a child is likely to experience some common symptoms of grief such as depression, anger, frustration or the mother may even believe she harmed her baby. May God heal Chrissy’s wound.
